Some deliberation and discussion has occurred since Bright Sprites' first blog post the other day. It has come to my attention that I haven't really given a purpose to these posts. Though that isn't entirely true as I did touch one some basics. I feel however as though the attitude was rather vague. So I'm going to get more specific.
Let's give some direction to this magic carpet ride. Returning to school as a mature student.
Not the first to do it, nor is it an original idea. But it's a story which many individuals like myself have stumbled upon, and telling mine might provide some insight and encouragement for others. And Bright Sprites can still act as a host and allow my to achieve multiple objectives.
Now the next issue is, where do I start with this topic? Let's look at how I maybe got here to start. I come from a wonderful family who's experienced a multitude of hardships. Every single one of us I love dearly. However cancer and divorce among my immediate and direct family played significant roles in shaping my personality through my teen years. Both myself and my sister were perfect candidates for becoming a problem children and developing incredibly poor habits. Somehow we made it through, but not without everything that had happened playing a strong role in effecting my motivation and decision making through high school. That is in terms of grades and academic performance. At least for me. My sister on the other hand did fine. But for me it meant I would barely graduate going into the adult world.
I went straight into the working world. I worked in a kitchen for some amount of time and learned an incredible amount about both work and life. Restaurant folk are crazy. If you have ever been one you can probably relate. Shortly there after I decided that that life definitely wasn't for me and decided to go to school to become a pilot. I spent 5 years upgrading my courses and chasing that dream. First achieving my private pilot license, I then enrolled in the Mount Royal College - Commercial Aviation program shortly thereafter. I can't even begin to describe the amount of pressure which I felt. It felt as though it was an overwhelming expectation to succeed from my friends and family. Whether or not that actually was the case or not, financial and family problems began to pop up at all the wrong times, and in the end resulted in me dropping from the program. Short of reaching my goal of being a Commercial Pilot.
I was working as a flight dispatcher at the time with the local flight school, where I had done my Private Pilot training. With all I had experienced and learned, I decided that I wasn't going to give up. Recuperating motivation and savings, I went back to finishing what I had started and by the end of the 2011 summer, I was fully licensed as a Commercial Pilot with all of the additional ratings I had set out to achieve. However this was not without developing some concern of what I was going to do in the real world now that I had achieved what I had set out to do. I didn't want to be a pilot anymore, there was something more that I felt I was missing.
Job chasing and word of mouth led me to my next adventure. Oil and Gas. What Alberta boy doesn't someday end up in the military or working in oil and gas at some point really? This job is where I learned the most. Developing a strong respect for responsibilities, and honing in on strengthening my work ethic, I achieved and succeeded in my new found job. But it was still just a job to me.
It's all been a whirlwind of events really.
And that is how I find myself back in post secondary learning today. I wanted to find the next piece of my puzzle. One sleepless night turned in to me enrolling back in school and focusing on business. I wont lie, I still don't really know what I want to do. But I've got a pretty good idea of where I want to go. With all of that being said, I can look forward to sharing my experiences of being back. I will aim to share with you inspiration with how not knowing what to do, isn't all that bad. Should be a fun adventure.